Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Y 8:23:00 PM

sometimes i kept blamin myself.
why cant i forget the past?
i hated myself for tad.
it was horrible.
i cant erase the scar in my hart.
at tad time,it was inevitable.
its SO damn freakin long ago.
n yet,why cant i jux lat it go.
i tried so hard.
i dun wan to disappoint everyone.
i tried so hard to get my studies ok,
tried so hard to smile in front of everyone,
as i dun wan them to worry abt me.
WHY CANT I JUX FCK everyting off me?
sigh.sigh.sigh.
why cant i forget it..
i tried..


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